Happy Mooncake Festival! But I'm not happy at all... I'm being alone at home while my babe is out with his colleagues at Redbox! I'm sure the bitch is there! He told me that he is going to have supper near his works place after training! However, I called him after half an hour and he already at Redbox! If you were me, would you get angry???
I am very piss off with him! I thought he is just going to have supper near his saloon! So I keep telling myself... Dont get angry! Let him has his own time! Let him goes to has supper with his colleagues! I keep persuading myself like that! Well, I didn't get angry untill I knew he already at Redbox! He told me that he didn't know the place they are going! How could I believe him?! As a driver, he will definitely know which way is going to which place, isn't he...?
At the moment I asked him why didn't he tell me early, his 1st answer was "If I told you, would you let me go?!" What do you think when you heard this? We had arguement again! He said I treat him as a dog and never respect him! He said something that I really couldn't bear with him! We have a lot of arguement that upsetting me recently... I have a premonition that I'm going to lose him!
I know my temper is very bad, but what about him?! He also very easy to get angry! It's meaningless for a couple whose quarrel very often and staying in a bad relationship! I'm trying to improve! I need time! But what I need the most is his considerateness! I dont like to argue with him because both of us will become loser in the end and I'll cry! It isn't what I want!
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